I have got all the germs. Really, poorly people should not be allowed to come to A&E and make the doctors poorly. What's the world coming to?
New job is going well - I'm starting to settle in and not feel quite so out of my depth all the time. Major trauma still frightens me, but I haven't done my ATLS (advanced trauma life support) course yet, so I think I'll feel better when I've done that. And I have done many cool things like stitching up people's heads and injecting nerve blocks into their legs (for broken hips) and removing items from ears. It's amazing how many items get into ears.
In other news - I haven't wanted to say too much for fear of jinxing it, but we're so nearly there now - Alan and I are buying a house! It's a little cottage, converted from a barn, in north Nottinghamshire, and I am in love with it. It has exposed beams and a big kitchen and a log burning stove and a big garden with chickens and ducks and geese. The geese hate me - every time I go to look at the place they stretch their necks at me and go 'OOOOOOOOOOONNNNNKKKK' in an ominous manner. I have named them Atilla and Genghis.
I start teaching at the med school next week, which is really odd. I've been on a few induction days, the latest being yesterday, and it's so strange to call my old tutors by their first names and be allowed to make tea in the staff kitchen. I remember thinking when I was a med student that the clinical educators knew everything; I totally hero-worshipped them. It turns out (if they're anything like me) that this was not the case. It's all in the presentation, I suppose, and in good preparation. Although currently my presentation is jet lagged (from finishing night shifts) and snotty. The glamour is unbearable.
Right, I don't think I'm going to get back to sleep, so I might go and drink a cup of tea with my dad. Alan and I are staying in Nottingham for a few days as I've got some time off and he works here now (as a psychiatry specialist trainee) so it saves him the commute and means I get to see my kitty ♥.
How are all of you?
New job is going well - I'm starting to settle in and not feel quite so out of my depth all the time. Major trauma still frightens me, but I haven't done my ATLS (advanced trauma life support) course yet, so I think I'll feel better when I've done that. And I have done many cool things like stitching up people's heads and injecting nerve blocks into their legs (for broken hips) and removing items from ears. It's amazing how many items get into ears.
In other news - I haven't wanted to say too much for fear of jinxing it, but we're so nearly there now - Alan and I are buying a house! It's a little cottage, converted from a barn, in north Nottinghamshire, and I am in love with it. It has exposed beams and a big kitchen and a log burning stove and a big garden with chickens and ducks and geese. The geese hate me - every time I go to look at the place they stretch their necks at me and go 'OOOOOOOOOOONNNNNKKKK' in an ominous manner. I have named them Atilla and Genghis.
I start teaching at the med school next week, which is really odd. I've been on a few induction days, the latest being yesterday, and it's so strange to call my old tutors by their first names and be allowed to make tea in the staff kitchen. I remember thinking when I was a med student that the clinical educators knew everything; I totally hero-worshipped them. It turns out (if they're anything like me) that this was not the case. It's all in the presentation, I suppose, and in good preparation. Although currently my presentation is jet lagged (from finishing night shifts) and snotty. The glamour is unbearable.
Right, I don't think I'm going to get back to sleep, so I might go and drink a cup of tea with my dad. Alan and I are staying in Nottingham for a few days as I've got some time off and he works here now (as a psychiatry specialist trainee) so it saves him the commute and means I get to see my kitty ♥.
How are all of you?
Positivity, and a PSA
Jul. 11th, 2012 11:32 pmYesterday's positivity: I succeeded in managing a difficult on-call with my registrar at a clinic on the other side of the county, and still got home just about on time. This job has definitely improved my organisational skills, which is a really good thing as that's always been something I've struggled with a bit.
Also, I had a lovely long sleep when I got home :-)
Today's positivity: Nobody bleeped me for a whole hour this morning, so I curled up on the comfy seats in the hospital Costa and caught up on emails and paperwork. There may have been a latte involved; it was very nice.
Also, this evening, I have discovered last.fm, about a century after everybody else in the world. It is suggesting some good stuff and some odd stuff, but I am enjoying it.
....What day is it again?
Jul. 10th, 2012 12:17 amDaily memes get difficult when you're working the night shift! I have no idea what has happened on which day, and my brain is all confused as to what day it is. But I think I'm three days behind, so I shall post an assortment of positive things from those three days in one go:
-The look on my registrar's face when she discovered her kitten had eaten the end of her stethoscope whilst she was asleep
-The lady who told me I reminded her of Dr L, who is one of the best consultants in the hospital in my opinion
-This morning's consultant who said 'well done' to me for recognising bronchial breathing and treating it appropriately
-Alan came home yay! ♥
-My financial advisor's expression when he came round to pick up some documents and I came to the door all bleary-eyed wearing trousers with superheroes all over them (standard post-nights napping garb)
-The other reason he came round - to tell us we have an agreement in principle on our mortgage! Yay!
-The look on my registrar's face when she discovered her kitten had eaten the end of her stethoscope whilst she was asleep
-The lady who told me I reminded her of Dr L, who is one of the best consultants in the hospital in my opinion
-This morning's consultant who said 'well done' to me for recognising bronchial breathing and treating it appropriately
-Alan came home yay! ♥
-My financial advisor's expression when he came round to pick up some documents and I came to the door all bleary-eyed wearing trousers with superheroes all over them (standard post-nights napping garb)
-The other reason he came round - to tell us we have an agreement in principle on our mortgage! Yay!
Positivity
Jul. 4th, 2012 09:10 pmAnd a very happy 4th July to my American friends! Happy.... fireworks, or whatever you do :-)
( 4th July )
( 4th July )
Positivity Month
Jul. 2nd, 2012 10:42 pmIn an idea stolen from the lovely
igotaplan, I'm going to try to post something positive for every day in July, however small. I may do several days at once, but I'll try to cover all the days.
( So without further ado.... )
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Birthday cuddles!
Jul. 2nd, 2012 09:32 pmHappy birthday to my lovely mum
heidi_cat! I wish I could have been there with you today, but I'm glad we had a nice day together yesterday. Love you best!
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The doctors' strike, and my thoughts on it
Jun. 5th, 2012 10:42 pmIf you hadn't heard, UK doctors are striking on June 21st. This is an action encouraged by the BMA, our union (who also do things like education, they're a strange organisation really!) because of the changes to the NHS pensions. Basically, the proposed changes will have us working longer, for less.
During the strike, emergency care will still be provided, but routine medical appointments won't take place, and non-urgent care won't be given.
I voted against the strike, but apparently am in the minority, as the vote passed that it should go ahead. I'm not at all comfortable with the idea of striking as a doctor. After all, a year ago I stood up in front of my family and colleagues and took an oath that "I will not permit considerations of religion, nationality, race, party politics or social standing to intervene between my duty and my patient", and "The health and life of my patient will be my first consideration". The health and life of my patient, not my pension. I don't make a distinction, really, between a patient who needs help for an ongoing condition and a patient presenting in an emergency. Yes, we have to prioritise, and I do that every day, but both patients are entitled to the best care I can give them. Maybe I'm idealistic, but I stood up there and said "I solemnly pledge to consecrate my life to the service of humanity", and that's what I intend to continue to do.
That said, the strike conveniently falls in the middle of annual leave which I booked months ago. I'm pretty glad about that - I don't know if my department is striking, but I would have had to find somewhere at work that wanted me if they were! My principles are all very well, but I can't run a dermatology clinic on my own. My consultations would consist of 'Um, put some steroid cream on it?' and really hoping that nobody needed a biopsy.
Anyway, that's my rambly thoughts on the current politics in the NHS.
During the strike, emergency care will still be provided, but routine medical appointments won't take place, and non-urgent care won't be given.
I voted against the strike, but apparently am in the minority, as the vote passed that it should go ahead. I'm not at all comfortable with the idea of striking as a doctor. After all, a year ago I stood up in front of my family and colleagues and took an oath that "I will not permit considerations of religion, nationality, race, party politics or social standing to intervene between my duty and my patient", and "The health and life of my patient will be my first consideration". The health and life of my patient, not my pension. I don't make a distinction, really, between a patient who needs help for an ongoing condition and a patient presenting in an emergency. Yes, we have to prioritise, and I do that every day, but both patients are entitled to the best care I can give them. Maybe I'm idealistic, but I stood up there and said "I solemnly pledge to consecrate my life to the service of humanity", and that's what I intend to continue to do.
That said, the strike conveniently falls in the middle of annual leave which I booked months ago. I'm pretty glad about that - I don't know if my department is striking, but I would have had to find somewhere at work that wanted me if they were! My principles are all very well, but I can't run a dermatology clinic on my own. My consultations would consist of 'Um, put some steroid cream on it?' and really hoping that nobody needed a biopsy.
Anyway, that's my rambly thoughts on the current politics in the NHS.
And it's NO NAY NEVER
May. 20th, 2012 10:56 pmI have been to see
choccy_mouse and we have been singing a lot.
alan_mcleod is threatening to put me in the garden if I do not stop singing Wild Rover, which will now be in my head forever. I am currently whispering it very quietly, with the occasional outburst of "NO NAY NEVER".
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I'm sure most of you have seen this awesome article, as it was featured on LJ's home page, but it bears reblogging anyway :-)
Hope you're all well!
Hope you're all well!
What's this? Surely not.... a post?
May. 8th, 2012 06:15 pmI'm sorry I've been missing in action for what seems like forever! I have been so busy, and have come home and slept every evening rather than updating my lj.
I have a job with slightly more reasonable hours now, though, and am beginning to try to be sociable again.
To which end: is anyone in Coventry free to go out on Saturday? I finally have a weekend off, and I thought I might go visiting. Dinner and drinks sound appealing to anyone?
I have a job with slightly more reasonable hours now, though, and am beginning to try to be sociable again.
To which end: is anyone in Coventry free to go out on Saturday? I finally have a weekend off, and I thought I might go visiting. Dinner and drinks sound appealing to anyone?